TW
I've been kinda relapsing lately. Not bad, just decreased the amount I eat to some below 2000cals. In the first days my weight decreased, then suddenly INcreased and I'm nearly the same as before, eating less and less. It's horrible, my anxiety is sky high, my weight is healthy, but my eating has become more and more disordered and I feel exhausted, sad and just horrible in general. I want to live, but everything seems too much right now and I'm afraid that my metabolism has shut down and I will gain and gain and gain...
I've been kinda relapsing lately. Not bad, just decreased the amount I eat to some below 2000cals. In the first days my weight decreased, then suddenly INcreased and I'm nearly the same as before, eating less and less. It's horrible, my anxiety is sky high, my weight is healthy, but my eating has become more and more disordered and I feel exhausted, sad and just horrible in general. I want to live, but everything seems too much right now and I'm afraid that my metabolism has shut down and I will gain and gain and gain...