When I was restricting, the feeling of being full was dreadful and the feeling of being hungry was not exactly pleasant, but OK. Now as I'm in recovery, being hungry terrifies me and being full, or having food in my hands, makes me calm. Why this sudden change in my feelings? I'm so confused.
And talking about genetics - I don't understand this pleasant feeling that many experience when restricting, at least not the feeling of being energetic. I struggled to even walk when I was restricting the most. Does this mean that I'm not genetically disposed to having a RED, but managed to get one anyways? What would that imply? That I have chosen to get ill?
And talking about genetics - I don't understand this pleasant feeling that many experience when restricting, at least not the feeling of being energetic. I struggled to even walk when I was restricting the most. Does this mean that I'm not genetically disposed to having a RED, but managed to get one anyways? What would that imply? That I have chosen to get ill?