So, I woke up this morning, feeling greater than ever! This was quite a surprise for me, as lately I've been going through a grieving process when it comes to my ED. Today, I completed 8 weeks of recovery, and up until now I've had a hard time saying goodbye to my underweight body and the feeling of being "ill". It's been a struggle since that has been my identity for so long. It's an unhealthy and miserable identity, but it still an identity. It's sort of like having an abusive boyfriend; it's a bad boyfriend but it's still a boyfriend that can make you believe that you have some value (hope I'm not stepping on anyone's toes here. I know it's not perfectly comparable, but I think you see my point).
Anyways, I'm done with the heart break and ready to start a new life without the destructive patterns - I have no regrets about leaving my ED behind.
LoveĀ
Anyways, I'm done with the heart break and ready to start a new life without the destructive patterns - I have no regrets about leaving my ED behind.
LoveĀ