I adore animals, and would love to learn all about yours!
At the moment, I have two horses (a bay pony named Sassy and an appaloosa named Kando) three dogs (Aurora "Puppy" the chow mix, Davy the Australian Shepherd mix, and Zoe the hound mutt) as well as five chicken hens and three guinea fowl. Honestly there were many points where I wanted so much to die, but thought of the animals and specifically the horses, and kept holding on for them. It sounds bad that I cared more about animals than human family, but in the depths of illness and disorder I was pretty blinded to people. But the animals are always there, loving unconditionally, non-judgmental, relying on your care and companionship.
At the moment, I have two horses (a bay pony named Sassy and an appaloosa named Kando) three dogs (Aurora "Puppy" the chow mix, Davy the Australian Shepherd mix, and Zoe the hound mutt) as well as five chicken hens and three guinea fowl. Honestly there were many points where I wanted so much to die, but thought of the animals and specifically the horses, and kept holding on for them. It sounds bad that I cared more about animals than human family, but in the depths of illness and disorder I was pretty blinded to people. But the animals are always there, loving unconditionally, non-judgmental, relying on your care and companionship.