Hey fighters!
So I am at a BMI of 18 ( Never had an higher BMI pre ED than 19-20 and already was 18 years old ) now ,still gaining, but some things changed the last weeks...
1. My extreme hunger isn't there anymore....I never feel hungry ( It feels so good, because who loves to be hungry all the time?! )
Of course I'm following my selfmade MM mealplan to be sure to get enough calories! And of course no obession about food!
2. I can laugh again! I love to laugh and hang out with my friends, going out and feeling free! Never thought I would say that again!
3. I am no more afraid of spontaneouse food like a cookie from my friend or so...
4. I am not freezing all the time! I can sweat again !
5. My hair suddently started to grow again and is thick on my Hairline again ( ...like a muffinhead..my lenghts are thin and my head looks so big )
6. I am not tired anymore! ..
7. *embarrassing* my sexual libido is strong again...i think I am kind of sex-starved
BUT still not got my period back .... ( But kind of discharge ..sounds disgusting I know...but is that a sign?!?! )
So WHY do I suddently feel so good ? Is my body trusting me a bit more again? Am I getting completely healthy again soon (and my period back)?
Sorry, but I am so excited because eveything got so much better!
So I am at a BMI of 18 ( Never had an higher BMI pre ED than 19-20 and already was 18 years old ) now ,still gaining, but some things changed the last weeks...
1. My extreme hunger isn't there anymore....I never feel hungry ( It feels so good, because who loves to be hungry all the time?! )
Of course I'm following my selfmade MM mealplan to be sure to get enough calories! And of course no obession about food!
2. I can laugh again! I love to laugh and hang out with my friends, going out and feeling free! Never thought I would say that again!
3. I am no more afraid of spontaneouse food like a cookie from my friend or so...
4. I am not freezing all the time! I can sweat again !
5. My hair suddently started to grow again and is thick on my Hairline again ( ...like a muffinhead..my lenghts are thin and my head looks so big )
6. I am not tired anymore! ..
7. *embarrassing* my sexual libido is strong again...i think I am kind of sex-starved
BUT still not got my period back .... ( But kind of discharge ..sounds disgusting I know...but is that a sign?!?! )
So WHY do I suddently feel so good ? Is my body trusting me a bit more again? Am I getting completely healthy again soon (and my period back)?
Sorry, but I am so excited because eveything got so much better!